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♥ Monday, April 26, 2010
♥ 1st day of NS

Hello ! I didn't attend school today.
My family send my Abang Hafiz to National Service in Pulau Tekong *cries* tsktsktsk D':
It's his first day of recruitment in NS.
I miss him truck loads already.
I will simply count the number of days till 12 May 2010 strikes then he'll go home.
Damn long. 2 hell weeks of not seeing his face D':
He usually make some jokes better than ANYONE ELSE till I laugh like there's no tomorrow and fell off the chair. I swear. I'm not lying.
So uncomfortable without his presence *cries* D':
Guilty jugak tak datang sekolah. I'll missed the important lessons D:
We got the opportunity to experience riding ferry to Pulau Tekong from Pasir Ris (: FERRY !
It spin my head round and round till I got headache man >:0
Damn far kays. Pasir Ris =_= We have eaten 10 hours spending time outside.
But it is worth it (:

So, the whole family woke up at 6am. Bath, eat then went out.
Saw a lot of students going to school.
Embarrassed. I never go school. Wear home clothes. But got valid reason (:
Took bus 969 -> Cwp -> Woddlands MRT Station -> Bishan -> Paya Lebar -> Pasir Ris -> Bus public transport -> Ferry -> Pulau Tekong
So after we had arrived there. The soldiers all were HOT man.
Had tour around the BMTC Rock Hill Camp School 1 where my Abang Hafiz will be living in.
Had lunch with my Abang Hafiz in the canteen as well with family. Family of 5 !
OMG ! Scary ! A lot of NS guys look at me and my lil' bro. WTF ! But they're handsome, hunky.

And that is the last time/place I will see his face and bid goodbye.
Tears tears tears. Can't imagine what's gonna happen without him.
It affects my habit of studying because he had always been there for me whenever I need help with one of my questions. But now, he's undergoing NS D':
Reach home with family of 4 at 4pm because my abang's in NS now.

So yeah. Did took pictures with him because I will not see him again for 2 weeks.
But pictures is uploaded in my facebook. Stay tune (:


Written by Ain at 4:45 PM.
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♥ Sunday, April 25, 2010
♥ National Service BIG TIME D:

Hello ! BOREDOM strikes ! D:
I just can't do anything without my elder brother's presence.
I need him to be able to like .. have faith in me something like that lah -.-
He is like my tutor. He's just one of a kind. One hell lots of craps which I like !
Without him, no fun. No jokes to laugh at until I fall off from a chair.

Well. Things can't change. It has been fixed under Singapore law D:
Boys must go for NS when they finished school.
Bye ! I will not see you for 2 weeks starting from tomorrow.
You will suffer a great deal but I'm sure you can handle it.
Pain = Money (: Not really. PS3 here we go ! LOL
Okay. Stop worrying. Mid Year Exams starting this thursday.
Holy F*** ! OMG ! MT P1 ! Die die must try.

My level of concentration on every subject decreases every time I keep thinking about my elder brother. I just simply can't give my 100% mind focusing. My mind wasn't at ease. Ignorance. Disturbance suck.
He is like an .. inspiration you know. Ah !
He was the first malay guy of the whole family of mine's who managed to go through ups and downs that led him to NUS ! :D Reward. 5As in 'A' Levels gee ! ~~
I try my best to be independent.
I must follow his footsteps towards success. Insya-allah (:
So .. tomorrow I will not be coming to school as my family will be sending him to Pulau Tekong Camp as he will be enlisting for his National Service first day recruitment D:
Take care tau abangku yang tersayang :D
Written by Ain at 11:47 PM.
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♥ Thursday, April 22, 2010
♥ Debate (:

Hahahah halo ! Today was awesomely enjoyable.
The debate programme last period chases my boredom away ^^
Our group won the debate ! Haha, kan musliha, affiq ? LOL
We were the preposition group. P O S I T I V E :D
Our house believes that we would ban cosmetic surgery.
Consists of me, musliha, affiq, jing heng and wei jian (: the best people (:
I'm the 1st speaker followed by musliha, (2nd speaker) jing heng (3rd speaker) affiq (reply speaker)
WE WON ! Kembang uh :D

Written by Ain at 3:42 PM.
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♥ Saturday, April 17, 2010
♥ shopping ! xD

Yesterday went shopping with Syaikhah and Affiq.
We intended to buy makeups and some literature props.
In the end, we only managed to buy makeups. Expensive uh.
We walked many rounds and I complaint tired.
Dah lapar. Went to McDonalds eat.
An unknown chinese guy said hi to syaikhah.
Wow. A chinese guy interested on her.
Syaikhah blushed and freaked out.
Okay lah the guy, not that handsome or ugly. Average.

Then went to my house.
Syaikhah put makeup on me. Only eyeshadow.
I looked .. uhglee >.<
Affiq showed us some funny videos in youtube.
Laughs. Ncdcc people dah keluar so syaikhah and affiq went off.
Bid goodbye.
And, they continue their search for Terriyaki Sushi (Idk)
Instead, they terserempak with Sharkfin, Ziq and Goreng Pisang Hangus.

Omg. Bye. I want to eat now.
Mummy's calling.
Nasi beriani gee ! :D
Take care ! Bye !
Written by Ain at 12:11 PM.
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♥ Thursday, April 15, 2010
♥ Realistic THUNDER !

School was okay today.
I pretty much enjoyed spending time crapping with awesome friends after school.
Many suspensions. I like !
OMG ! The weather is currently ... simply stated ... a very heavy downpour now ... surprisingly.
Typically, it's always a very hot day that loosen our happy intentions in life.
It's like every minute or even every after couples of seconds, lightnings flashed so drastically.
Then goes the thunder ... BOOM ! Loudly that I awesomely screamed due to freaking shock-ness.
It even wakes me up from day dreaming every second ; staring blindly at the books.
When nothing goes inside my head, gosh ! Mid-year Exams are coming soon ! :0
This sound is effective. Suddenly it makes me realised how slacking I've been all this while.
And my mind is officially blank I must honestly say.
I must admit that I am even more lazier than last year.
My resolutions I must say will not be happily achieve ... amazingly.
Wanted it so badly for it to be reality. Not dreams and go LALALALAND -.-"
Probably everything turn upside down and doesn't works the way it supposed to be initially.
Devoid effort. What happen to me? I must buck up. GOSH ! Stress ay !

Fine. I will look into the bright side and be positive awesomely dutte \m/
Written by Ain at 5:08 PM.
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♥ Tuesday, April 13, 2010
♥ Legacy !


Legacy's MINE ! No steal steal yeah ^^ He just .. ROCK so you think you can dance !
Written by Ain at 4:33 PM.
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♥ Saturday, April 3, 2010
♥ Madness


Most of his songs are nice (: Same as Kesha.
I like this song ! (:


Cute ! Awesome ! Can't believe. She's just 3 years old and mad about Justin Bieber. Wth -.-
Jimmy Kimmel is so good in making massive jokes. Lol.
You guys should see this video called, "3 year old crying over justin bieber". Lol.

Okay okay. It's been a week since I last updated (:
NDP was okay. ICT was quite fun. Takde kerje. Walk around. Did animation, play-doh stuffs.
It's really hard to handle all those problems.
Ouh yeah, we received result slip from teacher.
I'm really satisfied with my results. I passed all subjects.
Managed to achieve 2As, 3Bs and 2Cs (:

Our class had a really tough scolding from Ms Joanna Lee.
Because we are not being serious enough in our studies. Lack of effort.
So many people failed some subjects.
I passed all of them (: Maths just passed. 50 :D
My abang scolded me for getting a just pass.
He expected more than that. Lol.

I shall end here. Bye ! Take care ! (:
Written by Ain at 5:06 PM.
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